- Reason For Anxiety And Discomfort In Nature - _______________________________________________ ” I got a question concerning “why is it a sure sign (like you wrote in your previous article) that when I have anxiety or feeling of discomfort in nature environments that I am detached from my life energy or the source of my life energy?” Well, good and comprehensible question as such! Below I give my reply though I see that the reply to the question was already given in the text “Nature And the Harmony Of God”. _______________________________________________ When human being goes to nature environment where there usually is the state of peace and harmony of God’s life to be sensed and experienced, its influence upon human mind-body system is such that, by it’s own harmony and peace, it is trying to make human mind and its four lower bodies to participate in its peace and harmony - to become one with it. And often in many cases this vital life of God is capable of accomplishing this to some extent. This is why many people cannot help visiting in nature surroundings; they have become consciously aware of having really received something which supported their restoration from the state of psycho-physical exhaustion and stress. And this is as such important, not only for the true meaning of nature for the obvious personal needs for revitalization, but also for a more collective awareness of the interconnectedness of all life in God. But when human being starts feeling discomfort and anxiety (in the cases that is not related to any kind of specific trauma) in nature settings, this comes down to a form of resistance the human subconscious self is setting up towards allowing the harmony of nature to make him- or herself one with it - i.e. to become what one truly is in one’s true, sweet personality made by God. This means that because one is not courageous enough to become once again what one really is in this innocent and free personality and wants instead to identify with and hang on to the very unreal superficial personality with its restlessness, negativity, false loyalties, and its constant hurries, one unavoidably runs into subconscious conflict with the loving peace and harmony of the surrounding nature. This subconscious conflict between the peace of nature and human hurries is the cause of the anxiety and discomfort one feels in the nature. This is to be generalized also to social contexts because human subconscious personality carries its ordinary ambition and need for social prestige along with its many worries coming from a bundle of false social loyalties. For it is not a rare case at all when there happen to be harmonious social situation and the human self start feeling very unpleasant with it too. The reason, seen most fundamentally, is the same: - human self cannot tolerate the harmony of others because it has some other (secret, restless, and selfish) interest to be in the situation and which then runs into conflict with the harmonious energy. For harmony is not supporting the separation-seeking or any negative interest to take place. Often, also, people are inclined to be envious of the possible harmony and peace of others – which comes down to enviousness of true love this harmony has inside in it, and which these envious people are incapable of experiencing themselves. This tendency is to be met relatively often among so called spiritual people - i.e. they are competing with one another - usually for the motive “who is the greatest here”. And this only means that they have not realized where true love lies - irrespective of the fact that they may often speak a great deal of it! So, the lesson is that human egoic personality does not permit human I-consciousness to sink into and connect to the deeper true Self, to God, whose reality vibrates in full harmony with the pure life of nature kingdoms. That is because human being should give up this unhappy personality in order to really get into touch with this wondrous harmony of God’s life. But humans are resisting this when they are in pain in nature environments or anywhere, for that matter. And usually this is to be seen from they impatience and restlessness which hinders them from being really present to peace of nature while being there. There is usually going on a sort of calculation at some level of human mind reckoning like: “what am I loosing by spending my time here while I could be securing my worldly interests to become special and important in some other place (in the eyes of some others)” - or alternatively “I should call to my mother so that she is not going to get hurt because I haven’t phoned to her for days” etc. Thus, to get into touch with reality of life in you - and through you in your surrounding - you have to rid gradually yourself of your reasons to be restless, worried, over-stressed, negative, or unhappy in any way, or to be too ambitious for worldly gaining and prestige (which is often the reason for the former states!). If you allow the human world to become you, you know no harmony and peace. And hardly can the life of nature really release you from the pain and agony you gather from your irresistible love of this human world – the unreal world which is coming with fast speed towards its desperate impasse, and you along with it if you are one with it - with this very, very disharmonious and busy human-made world. If you hear now the truth I convey, just try to find the truth of God’s earth and its harmony and peace instead of the disharmony of the human world and human self which is one with it. For the truth of earth’s life is the truth of your life too - along with the truth of God’s life, which certainly gives you no pain and anxiety, but the peace and harmony and freedom from the burden of the human world, human self, In Truth, Matti Ylén	Takaisin